Surat .

What have I done?
I wish I could run away from this ship going under
Just trying to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?

Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?
How many times will it take for me to get it right?

Can I start again?
With my faith shaken, 'cause I can't go back and undo this

I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser, I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?
How many times will it take for me to get it right?

So I throw up my fist, throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair


I'll send out a wish and I'll send up a prayer
And finally someone will see how much I care

Satu mesej.

Yang hanya ada bait lagu.
Tanpa sedikit pun penjelasan.



Aku tak faham.


Ataupun lebih tepat lagi...

Aku saja buat-buat tak faham .

#PlotTwist

"Either handle yourself alone or being a burden to others. Choose."

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I always said about how sometimes we need to be alone.

About how people can't be trusted.

About how our life need a pause.

but,

What if...

We ourselves are the reason we need to be alone?

What if we're the one with the dramas?

What if we're the one with all the bullshit?

In other words,

What if they are the one who need a pause from us?

We often see other people's flaws,

And not realizing how ours are far more worse.

Yes I still think that sometimes we need to be alone.

But maybe for a different reason.

Not because of others.

But because of we ourselves.

Maybe we just can't realize,

How others are annoyed as we speak.

How our presence are not what people needed.

How our actions often end up with people hurting.

What's the point of living with people if it is not what others wanted?

What's the point of being friends if we're just gonna hurt and annoy them?

Ever thought that you're a troublesome to others?

Sacrifice your happiness for others.

Be alone so that others won't be burdened by you.

*Wow that sounds really dark*

I'm not asking you to hate yourself.

Just not wanting you to see the bad on others.

Start seeing what's wrong with yourself.

Change that.

We can't change others.

So change ourselves instead.

Don't forget to say sorry to those you've troubled all this while.

Sorry for being an annoyment.

Sorry for being a troublesome.

Sorry for being a burden.

"Some steps need to be taken alone. 

It's the only way to really figure out where you need to go and who you need to be."

Alone .

"Eagles fly alone. Pigeons flock together."

-John Webster-

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There are times where you just need to be alone.

Away from others.

Because sometimes you really need a pause in your life.

No more fake people.

No more drama.

No more bullshit.

No more double-faced friends.

Those who seems to row your boat together with you,

But drilling a hole when you're not looking.

To some people,

Trust are meant to be broken.

I wonder,

Does promise really meant to be broken,

Just to make us learn that we can't trust anyone 100%?

Wise people always said,

It's better being alone than to be with a bad company.

Yup.

Wise words.

And you know what's wiser than that?

"Sometimes the person you trust the most will end up hurting you the most."

It's not that we shouldn't trust anyone.

Trust someone.

But know that when you're trusting,

You are gambling.

Either you're gonna get the benefits,

Or only the loss.

Be careful on choosing who you wanna put that trust on.

You may thought that there are lots of shoulder for you to cry on,

But some are there just to enjoy seeing you cry.

World's a tough place, ain't it?

Well,

Experience can tell.

Ever heard a story about the boy who trust no one?

All because of that person.

That one person.

The one and only person that he trust.

Blew it away.

Just like any other people would do.

Will we ever found the person who really worth to be trusted?

Are you worth enough?

Ask yourself .