Human .

I can hold my breath

I can bite my tongue

I can stay awake for days

If that's what you want

Be your number one

I can fake a smile

I can force a laugh

I can dance and play the part

If that's what you ask

Give you all I am

I can do it

But I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

'Cause I'm only human

I can turn it on

Be a good machine

I can hold the weight of worlds

If that's what you need

Be your everything

I can do it

I'll get through it

But I'm only human

Just a little human

I can take so much

'Til I've had enough

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Kita boleh cuba apa yang terdaya.

Kita boleh usaha.

Kita boleh cuba nak gembirakan semua.

Kita boleh puaskan hati manusia.

Dan kadang-kadang,

Kita boleh simpan apa yang terbuku.

Kita boleh buat-buat macam kita tak kesah.

Kita boleh nampakkan macam kita suka.

Kita boleh terus tersenyum.

Kita boleh senang pakai 'topeng' sepanjang hari.

Kita boleh sentiasa nampak macam everything's alright.

Kita boleh puaskan expectation semua.

Tapi...




At the end of the day,
Satu benda yang kita kena ingat.


Kita hanya manusia.


Manusia biasa.

Yang akan sakit bila terjatuh.
Yang akan sesat bila jalan sendiri.
Yang akan tak selalunya menang.

Mungkin kita kata mereka boleh tolong.

Tolong papah.
Tolong tarik kita balik ke depan.
Tolong bangunkan kita.


Tapi hakikatnya,

Begitulah...

Kita hanya manusia biasa.

Yang mana bangunnya akan ada jatuhnya.

KITA KENA KUAT !

Aku boleh.
Aku kuat.
Aku sado.
Semua ni kacang je.

Jom bangun balik !

Jangan lemah sangat semangat tu.
Legend kan unbeatable.

Daebak !!


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Itu je yang kita mampu lakukan.

Takde siapa yang nak bagi semangat kat kau melainkan diri sendiri.

Mungkin,

Ya.
Kau tetap akan sakit.

Tapi biasalah.
Kita kan manusia biasa.

Tak apa.

Buat masa ini,

Sakit lah.
Nangis lah.
Jerit lah.

Sampai kau sendiri dah serik untuk terus berada di bawah.
Dan mula berjuang untuk mendaki semula ke atas tanpa henti.


#Fighting


May Allah ease every battle we're fighting at this moment.
Amin.

Surat .

What have I done?
I wish I could run away from this ship going under
Just trying to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?

Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?
How many times will it take for me to get it right?

Can I start again?
With my faith shaken, 'cause I can't go back and undo this

I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser, I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?
How many times will it take for me to get it right?

So I throw up my fist, throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair


I'll send out a wish and I'll send up a prayer
And finally someone will see how much I care

Satu mesej.

Yang hanya ada bait lagu.
Tanpa sedikit pun penjelasan.



Aku tak faham.


Ataupun lebih tepat lagi...

Aku saja buat-buat tak faham .

#PlotTwist

"Either handle yourself alone or being a burden to others. Choose."

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I always said about how sometimes we need to be alone.

About how people can't be trusted.

About how our life need a pause.

but,

What if...

We ourselves are the reason we need to be alone?

What if we're the one with the dramas?

What if we're the one with all the bullshit?

In other words,

What if they are the one who need a pause from us?

We often see other people's flaws,

And not realizing how ours are far more worse.

Yes I still think that sometimes we need to be alone.

But maybe for a different reason.

Not because of others.

But because of we ourselves.

Maybe we just can't realize,

How others are annoyed as we speak.

How our presence are not what people needed.

How our actions often end up with people hurting.

What's the point of living with people if it is not what others wanted?

What's the point of being friends if we're just gonna hurt and annoy them?

Ever thought that you're a troublesome to others?

Sacrifice your happiness for others.

Be alone so that others won't be burdened by you.

*Wow that sounds really dark*

I'm not asking you to hate yourself.

Just not wanting you to see the bad on others.

Start seeing what's wrong with yourself.

Change that.

We can't change others.

So change ourselves instead.

Don't forget to say sorry to those you've troubled all this while.

Sorry for being an annoyment.

Sorry for being a troublesome.

Sorry for being a burden.

"Some steps need to be taken alone. 

It's the only way to really figure out where you need to go and who you need to be."

Alone .

"Eagles fly alone. Pigeons flock together."

-John Webster-

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There are times where you just need to be alone.

Away from others.

Because sometimes you really need a pause in your life.

No more fake people.

No more drama.

No more bullshit.

No more double-faced friends.

Those who seems to row your boat together with you,

But drilling a hole when you're not looking.

To some people,

Trust are meant to be broken.

I wonder,

Does promise really meant to be broken,

Just to make us learn that we can't trust anyone 100%?

Wise people always said,

It's better being alone than to be with a bad company.

Yup.

Wise words.

And you know what's wiser than that?

"Sometimes the person you trust the most will end up hurting you the most."

It's not that we shouldn't trust anyone.

Trust someone.

But know that when you're trusting,

You are gambling.

Either you're gonna get the benefits,

Or only the loss.

Be careful on choosing who you wanna put that trust on.

You may thought that there are lots of shoulder for you to cry on,

But some are there just to enjoy seeing you cry.

World's a tough place, ain't it?

Well,

Experience can tell.

Ever heard a story about the boy who trust no one?

All because of that person.

That one person.

The one and only person that he trust.

Blew it away.

Just like any other people would do.

Will we ever found the person who really worth to be trusted?

Are you worth enough?

Ask yourself .

A Different Boat .

"No one knows what you've been through better than you do."

Every time we have a problem,

They said they understand.

They said they know.

They said they'd gone through worse.

Well, actually,

They don't.

Their fight is their fight.

Your fight is your fight.

Each person has their own hardship.

Everyone is fighting their own battle.

Everyone is struggling to win their own combat.

People can give advice.

But most of them still don't know what to do when they have the same problem.

Giving advice is so much easier when the problem is not yours.

But you know what?

That's the least others could do to help you.

Giving advice.

Maybe they don't know what you've really been through.

But maybe they know how it feels to have gone though it alone.

So giving support is what they think would help.

Your life battle is meant just for you.

Only you can overcome those standing ahead of you.

No one can handle your problems better than you do.

That is why it is called,

Your Problem.

Life is like a boat.

And you are the owner.

Only an owner knows best how to handle his boat.

Others know nothing.

Because everyone is in a different boat :)



Take care of your boat in your own way.

Goodluck .

Giving Without Returns.

When you give, don't expect the returns :)

Fikir tentang apa yang boleh kau beri, 

Bukan apa yang boleh kau dapat.

Kalau betul kau kawan,

Kau akan cuba untuk tolong setiap masalah mereka.

Tapi kalau betul juga kau kawan,

Kau takkan mengharapkan mereka untuk kisah tentang masalah kau.

"Asyik aku je yang tolong. Dia tak pernah tolong aku balik pun."

Itulah kawan kan.

Apa gunanya kawan kalau tolong pun kau nak mengharapkan balasan.

Kita mudahkan orang lain, Allah akan mudahkan hidup kita.

Kalau betul kau kawan,

Kau akan selalu menjadi pendengar yang setia.

Tapi kalau betul juga kau kawan,

Kau takkan mengharapkan orang lain untuk setia mendengar kisah hidup kau.

Kau takkan bebankan mereka dengan masalah-masalah kau yang menggunung.

"Habistu siapa nak dengar masalah aku?"

DIA kan ada.

Cerita pada manusia?

Mungkin ada yang hanya senyum dan ketawa.

Mungkin ada yang tak mampu buat apa-apa.

Dan mungkin ada yang jadi tukang hebah kepada satu dunia.

Itulah formulanya.

Sentiasa beri yang terbaik untuk mereka.

Tapi jangan sesekali harapkan apa-apa.

Manusia bukan tempat untuk kita mengharapkan apa-apa.

Expectation kills.

Tak semua manusia ada masa untuk tolong kau.

Tak semua manusia reti untuk setia mendengar kau.

Tak semua manusia boleh selesaikan masalah kau.

INI BUKAN CERITA SEDIH .

Tapi memang inilah caranya.

Kebaikan yang ada kita kongsikan dengan semua.

Tapi kebaikan yang kita harapkan, jangan sesekali minta pada manusia.

Mintalah dengan Dia .

Assalamualaikum.

Selamat Tinggal .

Cantik.

Cantik langit malam ni.

Dengan sinar bulan yang menyejukkan hati.

Bintang-bintang pula setia menemani,

Cengkerik,

Suara kau pun tak pernah menghampakan.

Bayu darat pula terasa menyapa lembut di badan.

Tersenyum.

Entah kenapa,

Kenangan datang tanpa diundang.

Suasana yang sama.

Keheningan yang sama.

Peneman saja yang mungkin berbeza.

Dulu yang meneman itu dia.

Sekarang yang ada cuma cengkerik gila.

Maaflah cengkerik tiba-tiba kau yang jadi mangsa.

Tersenyum sebab manis.

Banyak kenangan bak gula.

Duk suka.

Tangis dan tawa.

Nakal tu tak payah kata.

Semua dalam satu cerita.

Kadang ada lawak legend hanya kita yang ketawa.

Kadang ada kisah yang hanya sesama kita.

Baru cakap macam mana setianya bintang menemani bulan.

Memang dua benda yang selalu menjadi metafora,

Menggambarkan keakraban dan kesetiaan.

"Takpe aku kan ada."

"InsyaAllah selagi aku mampu aku akan sentiasa ada sebelah kau."

Kata-kata itu.

Masih cuba untuk tersenyum.

Memang betul semua itu manis.

Sebab belum masuk bahagian pahitnya.

Mungkin susah untuk samakan manusia dengan bintang.

Bintang hanya menurut arahan.

Manusia pula punyai pilihan.

Apa jadi sekalipun,

Bintang tetap setia menemani sang bulan.

Seakan ada janji yang sedang dikotakan.

Bertuahnya kau, bulan.

Manusia hebat berjanji.

Tapi hanya sedikit pandai kotakan.

Manusia berubah.

Manusia datang dan pergi.

Ibarat kisah dua merpati.

Membesar bersama.

Belajar terbang bersama.

Tapi satu masa,

Akan terpaksa berpisah sementara.

Seekor ke selatan.

Seekor ke utara.

Dalam perjalanan mengenal dunia.

Dan sebelum sayap mula dikepak,

Sempat kau berpaling.

"Tunggu aku ya."

Sampai sekarang aku ingat kata-kata itu.

Aku tunggu.

Tunggu.

Mungkin sebab yakin.

Ada satu masa kita terserempak di tengah dunia.

Gembira dia tak terkata.

Tapi entahlah.

Rasa macam tak sama.

Lawak kita dah tak ada.

Macam ada yang tak kena.

Semuanya tak lagi macam dulu.

Kau kata kau ada.

Tapi sekarang entah ke mana.

Kau kata kau ada di sebelah sentiasa.

Tapi sekarang yang aku nampak cuma bayang saja.

Mungkin ada salah aku.

Cuma aku tak tahu.

Dan masih belum diberitahu.

Tersenyum teringat semua.

Tak apa.

Kan cakap manusia bukan bintang.

Penantian tak semestinya berakhir dengan gembira.

Kan?

Sudahlah.

Tak ada guna bangkitkan yang lama.

Maju sajalah ke depan.

Jangan biar orang tolak kita ke belakang.

Kita patut tarik orang ke depan.

Eh.

Hujan turun.

Bintang dah hilang.

Langit gelap tanpa sinar.

Bulan dah terbiar.

Kenapa.

Bukan tadi kata bintang setia?

Jawapannya sebab ada sebabnya.

Kadang orang tak boleh tunai janji.

Bukan sengaja.

Ada sebabnya.

Kita biarkan saja jawapannya begitu.

Baik sangka.

Tapi mungkin penantian dah tak perlu lagi.

Tak perlu ditunggu.

Biarlah kau pergi jauh dengan sebab kau.

Mungkin elok aku cakap sekarang.

Selamat Tinggal .