Hope .

I HOPE .

I hope you find the wisdom to understand, 

Why you’re better off without some people.

And why some people had to leave,

Instead of holding on without really knowing why. 

I hope you find the strength

 To let go before you fall. 

I hope you find the courage 

To leave before you get lost. 

I hope you trust the instincts that tell you if something doesn’t feel right.

 I hope you see people for who they are 

Not who you want them to be.

I hope you know that life is hard. 

But it gets easier when the things that are meant for you fall into place. 

When you learn how to wait 

Because good things take time. 

I hope you know that what is  meant for you will never pass you by.

I hope you understand that if it doesn’t feel right, it probably isn’t. 

I hope you don’t get attached to wrong things or temporary things. 

I hope you learn how to let go of the life you wanted, 

And live the one that’s meant for you. 

Live your journey. 

Live your own story. 

I hope you learn how to let go of what’s not yours.

I hope you know the difference between what you want and what you need.

I hope you put more trust in God and less trust in people.

I hope you don’t stop believing that your time is coming.

I hope you hold your head up high 

And walk away with pride when you feel unwanted or unappreciated. 

I hope you know that when you find what’s meant for you, 

The confusion will go away. 

The madness will make sense. 

 And your happy ending will find you. 

Rania Naim .

Change.

We can't change people for who they are.

.........

How bad they are.

Or how good they are.

We can't change them.

We can only change ourselves.

Change how we accept people.

Change how we treat people.

Change how we feel about people.

As I always said.

Don't expect anything from others.

Not everyone can accept our broken parts.

No matter how hard we tried to accept theirs.

Not everyone can accept our scars and flaws.

No matter how hard we try to just keep our eyes closed on theirs.

Not everyone can treat us how we treat them.

No matter how hard we wait.

'Cause maybe there's just one moment where they'll change.

Well, guess what?

They're not.

There're million kinds of people.

Some are like angels.

And some are just full of shit.

But it's okay.

We all have our own stories and reasons.

Because the reality is,
You can't just treat someone the way you want to be treated,
Just so that they will do the same to you.

Nonsense.

You'll end up disappointed.

So if you want some changes done,

Don't do it on others.

Do it on yourself.

So let's change.

Let's not give a shit about others :)

New Chapter .

"Every new chapter in your life require a new version of you."

Dua kosong satu tujuh.

365 hari yang penuh dengan cabaran.

12 bulan yang penuh dengan drama-drama manusia.

1 tahun yang penuh dengan jatuh bangun.

Fuh.


"Macam-macam boleh jadi dalam satu tahun."

Itu kata orang lama.

Dan hakikatnya begitulah.

Berapa ramai yang keluar dari hidup kita untuk tahun ni?

Dan berapa ramai pula yang hadir sebagai ganti?


Mungkin ada yang terkesan,
Bila orang yang dia sayang tiba-tiba pergi.
Atau bila orang yang dia percaya tiba-tiba khianati.
Atau bila apa yang dia sangka tiba-tiba jadi sebaliknya.



Tipu lah kalau kata tak rasa apa.



Tapi,
Janganlah terkesan sampaikan kita pun tak keruan jadinya.


Macam ni lah.


Apa yang jadi untuk tahun ni,
Anggaplah ia tempat untuk kita belajar.

Ambil pedoman.
Jadikan pengajaran.

Orang kuat pun kadang-kadang boleh jatuh tergolek.
Terpaksa bangun sendiri bila tiada siapa yang nak hulurkan tangan.

Tapi bezanya mereka dengan orang biasa,
Mereka belajar dari pengalaman.

Jangan bagi ruang untuk mengulang kesilapan.


Apa yang silap kita betulkan.
Apa yang kurang kita tambahkan.
Apa yang serabut kita aturkan.


Apa yang aku dapat?

Jangan terlampau bergantung pada manusia.
Jangan terlalu mengharap pada manusia.


Kita boleh berkawan.
Kita boleh meminta tolong.
Kita boleh percaya orang lain.


Tapi,
Jangan terlalu mengharap.

Jangan terlalu mengharap yang semuanya akan okay.
Jangan terlalu berharap yang semua orang akan stay.


Jom.

Untuk 2018,


Kita buka pintu untuk semua orang.


Siapa yang nak stay, dialu-alukan.
Dan siapa yang nak pergi, silakan.

Jangan biarkan manusia bawa pengaruh yang terlampau penting dalam hidup kita.


Bukan tak percaya orang,
Tapi lebih kepada belajar dari pengalaman.


Siapa yang masih bersama kita,
Layan lah sebaik mungkin.

Siapa yang sudah menghilangkan diri,
Berterima kasihlah.

Mereka buat kita belajar banyak benda.


Biasa lah tu.
Hidup ini kan satu proses pembelajaran.

Jom jadikan 2018 lebih baik.

Time to be the stronger you.


Goodluck semua .

Human .

I can hold my breath

I can bite my tongue

I can stay awake for days

If that's what you want

Be your number one

I can fake a smile

I can force a laugh

I can dance and play the part

If that's what you ask

Give you all I am

I can do it

But I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

'Cause I'm only human

I can turn it on

Be a good machine

I can hold the weight of worlds

If that's what you need

Be your everything

I can do it

I'll get through it

But I'm only human

Just a little human

I can take so much

'Til I've had enough

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Kita boleh cuba apa yang terdaya.

Kita boleh usaha.

Kita boleh cuba nak gembirakan semua.

Kita boleh puaskan hati manusia.

Dan kadang-kadang,

Kita boleh simpan apa yang terbuku.

Kita boleh buat-buat macam kita tak kesah.

Kita boleh nampakkan macam kita suka.

Kita boleh terus tersenyum.

Kita boleh senang pakai 'topeng' sepanjang hari.

Kita boleh sentiasa nampak macam everything's alright.

Kita boleh puaskan expectation semua.

Tapi...




At the end of the day,
Satu benda yang kita kena ingat.


Kita hanya manusia.


Manusia biasa.

Yang akan sakit bila terjatuh.
Yang akan sesat bila jalan sendiri.
Yang akan tak selalunya menang.

Mungkin kita kata mereka boleh tolong.

Tolong papah.
Tolong tarik kita balik ke depan.
Tolong bangunkan kita.


Tapi hakikatnya,

Begitulah...

Kita hanya manusia biasa.

Yang mana bangunnya akan ada jatuhnya.

KITA KENA KUAT !

Aku boleh.
Aku kuat.
Aku sado.
Semua ni kacang je.

Jom bangun balik !

Jangan lemah sangat semangat tu.
Legend kan unbeatable.

Daebak !!


.....



Itu je yang kita mampu lakukan.

Takde siapa yang nak bagi semangat kat kau melainkan diri sendiri.

Mungkin,

Ya.
Kau tetap akan sakit.

Tapi biasalah.
Kita kan manusia biasa.

Tak apa.

Buat masa ini,

Sakit lah.
Nangis lah.
Jerit lah.

Sampai kau sendiri dah serik untuk terus berada di bawah.
Dan mula berjuang untuk mendaki semula ke atas tanpa henti.


#Fighting


May Allah ease every battle we're fighting at this moment.
Amin.

Surat .

What have I done?
I wish I could run away from this ship going under
Just trying to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?

Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?
How many times will it take for me to get it right?

Can I start again?
With my faith shaken, 'cause I can't go back and undo this

I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser, I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?
How many times will it take for me to get it right?

So I throw up my fist, throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair


I'll send out a wish and I'll send up a prayer
And finally someone will see how much I care

Satu mesej.

Yang hanya ada bait lagu.
Tanpa sedikit pun penjelasan.



Aku tak faham.


Ataupun lebih tepat lagi...

Aku saja buat-buat tak faham .

#PlotTwist

"Either handle yourself alone or being a burden to others. Choose."

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I always said about how sometimes we need to be alone.

About how people can't be trusted.

About how our life need a pause.

but,

What if...

We ourselves are the reason we need to be alone?

What if we're the one with the dramas?

What if we're the one with all the bullshit?

In other words,

What if they are the one who need a pause from us?

We often see other people's flaws,

And not realizing how ours are far more worse.

Yes I still think that sometimes we need to be alone.

But maybe for a different reason.

Not because of others.

But because of we ourselves.

Maybe we just can't realize,

How others are annoyed as we speak.

How our presence are not what people needed.

How our actions often end up with people hurting.

What's the point of living with people if it is not what others wanted?

What's the point of being friends if we're just gonna hurt and annoy them?

Ever thought that you're a troublesome to others?

Sacrifice your happiness for others.

Be alone so that others won't be burdened by you.

*Wow that sounds really dark*

I'm not asking you to hate yourself.

Just not wanting you to see the bad on others.

Start seeing what's wrong with yourself.

Change that.

We can't change others.

So change ourselves instead.

Don't forget to say sorry to those you've troubled all this while.

Sorry for being an annoyment.

Sorry for being a troublesome.

Sorry for being a burden.

"Some steps need to be taken alone. 

It's the only way to really figure out where you need to go and who you need to be."

Alone .

"Eagles fly alone. Pigeons flock together."

-John Webster-

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There are times where you just need to be alone.

Away from others.

Because sometimes you really need a pause in your life.

No more fake people.

No more drama.

No more bullshit.

No more double-faced friends.

Those who seems to row your boat together with you,

But drilling a hole when you're not looking.

To some people,

Trust are meant to be broken.

I wonder,

Does promise really meant to be broken,

Just to make us learn that we can't trust anyone 100%?

Wise people always said,

It's better being alone than to be with a bad company.

Yup.

Wise words.

And you know what's wiser than that?

"Sometimes the person you trust the most will end up hurting you the most."

It's not that we shouldn't trust anyone.

Trust someone.

But know that when you're trusting,

You are gambling.

Either you're gonna get the benefits,

Or only the loss.

Be careful on choosing who you wanna put that trust on.

You may thought that there are lots of shoulder for you to cry on,

But some are there just to enjoy seeing you cry.

World's a tough place, ain't it?

Well,

Experience can tell.

Ever heard a story about the boy who trust no one?

All because of that person.

That one person.

The one and only person that he trust.

Blew it away.

Just like any other people would do.

Will we ever found the person who really worth to be trusted?

Are you worth enough?

Ask yourself .